Wrist Deep and Drenched

I often get asked how I got into BDSM, so I am now sharing that story with all of you, my delightful deviants and curious onlookers. If you have dared to enter my world, we both already know your mind is open enough to the endless possibilities in the realm of sexuality and self-exploration. Down the Sparkly rabbit hole we go!

I grew up in a very Christian household. One of two siblings, I am the only daughter to my incredible Coptic Orthodox parents. I was both a very devoted and devout daughter up till the age of 15, when my overactive and inquisitive mind started to question the contradictions in Christianity. It was a very fast path from questioning to dissatisfaction, disillusionment and walking away from the church. If anything I have always been principled bold and stubborn- so I had to walk away. I am also adventurous and spontaneous by nature, so soon after finishing school at 17 years old, the adventures began.

Segue to my first international trip sans family, and I head to Canada with my high school best friend, not only do I visit my first adult store, but I also lose my virginity to a Canadian snowboarder at 19. From losing my virginity at 19, I was very sexually adventurous. So by 22, you guessed it, I was wrist deep and drenched. It was a balmy night and I was a scantily clad 22-year-old splitting my time between two parties. The first party being a gender fuck party at Sydney University (oh, did I neglect to mention I was queer), to a BDSM event at a club less than a few mins away from the gender fuck party. Flirting with and making out with a crush at one party, to flitting up the road to flirt with an older couple at the BDSM event. I was giddy with excitement and mischief and adventure was the theme of the night for me. As the evening ran its course, I made plans to see the cutie at the Sydney Uni party later in the week and ended up heading home with the couple. 

Once we arrived at their place, boundaries were established and play ensued. I discovered the joys of topping and using my hands young and fast- and it was a lot of fun topping someone a bit older and more experienced than I, and enjoying a lot of firsts all in one evening. The first threesome, check. First time in bed with multiple people with vaginas, check. Now onto the other firsts for the evening. My excitement as my gloved and lubricated hand teased its way into a very aroused older woman. As play escalated, I found finger after finger sliding into an incredibly wet and warm cunt. It was magical. I feel a warmth course through my body as I reminisce and write- this was an incredible moment in a lifelong journey of sexual awakening. Before I knew it, I was fist deep in her cunt and it was new, exciting, and I wanted more. I could feel the arousal and pressure on my hand. The fucking built in intensity, and the power was euphoric. The next thing I know, my stomach was drenched in cum. I said it was a night of many firsts- and my first encounter with squirting- female ejaculation was one of those firsts.

I wanted more and still want more. This night was the beginning of something much bigger and more powerful for me. BDSM and kink are part of my journey and sexuality, and always will be. I am eternally grateful I approached and continue to approach life and sexuality with an open mind, imagination and no abandon. It has and continues to teach me a lot about who I am, and who I am not. It allows me to share this with others and open them up to both me and themselves, and I am happy and always grateful.